The piece of thought has been a weary stuff that has been kindling my mind for a while. I was just looking to explode and not more to explore on this as the thought has been philosophical, mythical, and weird and add any other adjective to depict the state of a confused mind.
What is Life? I am aghast by reading philosophical quotes, spiritual sentences and practical paradigms. What is success?? What is happiness and more importantly what is contentment???. As a child, kid, a school student we all posses these attributes, but I should say me and not use we from now on!! But I am totally unaware of what these things have been. Yeah may be I was happy when I got promoted! When there was a hike, but that was for an instant and the next day I was again at ground zero. I interacted with a numerous colleagues of mine and they are all in the same state of mind. A married man is getting mad and a bachelor who is single is anticipating more madness. These are all phases of metamorphosis Cheating, piggybacking and egoism prevail over any portray able quality.
What life is this?? I am not exhausted by any incidents but I am afraid of being a victim of an unsuccessful actor at the world’s stage. I can’t cherish life and just live the life what it throws at you when you can’t live with the people you love when you can’t do the work you want to do and it’s all equal to the state of zombie. Many of my friends have been courageous enough to take steps to break the ice and do what they wish; I have had n number of discussions for N power N times with my pals where the end product is again at the state of 0. Money is not the only factor to have a rational decision, but that counts most of the part where job satisfaction and accomplishment matters the rest.
Physiological and physical affinity towards any act/work matters greatly to the result that produces. I am sleeping every day with a question of what ihave been doing and what I am going to do. So far I have been very obscure in my decisions where determination and focus matters.
I am a through optimist but the language so far have been used is exactly the opposite of what I want to be. May be that’s why I am murky and a bit Mad.. I am worried about my current generation where I could find many of my fellow colleagues are contagious to this form of an abstract ambience…
Why I am desperate on expressing my unrest!! still I am yet to know that!!!Till I find that and I come up with an explanation just bare with me and my mundane mind and tattered thoughts…
