Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Destiny – Dream -Hindrance.


An normal boy next door alike the looks of danush (Even better) having dreams of making it to the foot prints of Will smith or Mel Gibson isn't that really crazy??? No its not. The motive is to dream and the destiny is to achieve that has been dreamt.

Is there any thing that stops us to dream big?? No Not at all that’s really a stimulant! Yes it is. Having a dream of doing research on Global Economics from the LSE and making a hard try to align you to the band of Noam Chomsky and Paul krugman by having a column at the New York Times.

The one thing that really matters is the penance and perseverance that u have to invest to achieve the destiny. But no one really stops u from doing that does any one. Of course yes the normal man is obsessed not only to make money but to emotions,senses and a lot more.

Eventually success is beyond all these u have to cross a million miles to reach the shore of Light- destiny. The pain is really annoying and even makes you brittle. But that’s a molding process to mantle you.

But how to navigate in the right path how to achieve success when the aspirations are as high as the sky but not efforts. This is really not a Mutual Fund game to have double to get for what u bet This is life Each and every day counts we loose time,material loved ones and a lot more.



Even they have done so Jessie Owens, Michael Schumacher,Indira Nooyi and the list goes on reading bright stars. These stars were once eclipsed by various factors but their penance and perseverance made them a Star…

Yeah we all know that but still being at a bay amid people who procrastinate progress little and Pondering over emotions and living in dreams is really crazy but the reality is to achieve and accomplish.

I believe my blog is a place to boast when bullied down ‘Just watching Kung-Fu panda will never make you the Dragon Warrior’. You have To Believe In.



So Wake up Sid!! …

Monday, November 23, 2009

" VOID "


Philosophy has always been a perplexed and bewildered topic for me since I knew about it and has been really skeptical to emulate and understand. I have got a better glimpse of it by reading Jiddu Krishnamurthy (J.K) and Paulo cohelo; let me put it straight from the gut.

Karma, Birth- of course Rebirth , values, spiritualism, Demand-supply, life… and a few more have allured and kindled the interest in me to explore, equally likely these are potentially weird and have been daunting me for quite some time for a coherent understanding.When a person reaches a state of void – A non charismatic attitude about the way of life. The way to live with money, fame, relations and lots more and when he thinks of his mission on earth, the effect of his birth and his accomplishment before death. What exactly fills the vessel?


What does prevail over the legacy some leave behind, the records they make, money they earned ands a life style they shadowed, is that something that gives a sense of tranquility!You feel love, sense lust live on money value relations, achieve ambitions yet some legion among the mankind senses some space of void that still remains unfilled.What exactly will make a human happy! Contented millionaires dream to be billionaires and they to trillion, there was a time when the continents across the world were invaded for power, wealth and passion and even now in the disguise of science & technology the mankind is invading the Moon and the Mars, is that a mark of contentment?

I was really shocked to read that one of the bollywood star is being gifted with a piece of land in the moon every year by one of his Australian fan on his B day. Holy shit we are getting ready to pollute the moon!! Seeing all these marks of mankind’s evolution and exploitation I always question myself when do we reach peace and attain tranquility.


To be true we don’t and we won’t, ironically you aren’t safe even at death. The recent demise of one of the greatest pop icons of the world has revealed the fact that for various concerns his cemetery has been kept a secret. Pathetic isn’t it? Do we attain peace on achieving our ‘’Destiny’’yeah! We do so but destiny is a variable term, today my destiny is to get a car for my wife but next year its an ‘SUV’ and the year ahead it progress to an Lamborghini. Strange right but that’s the reality!!! A bitter truth which we never dare to realize rather complaint, one fact is that we as humans will never be accomplished with what we have and get except for a few exceptional who are the protagonist of the masses. Be it spiritual political or moral they are the real with no mirage.


Might be Mahatma Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln but still you ever had a chance to ask them whether they have attained destiny they really may not be able to answer you that’s my take! These 23 years of engrossing reach and what I have been and have been with has just thought me one thing a charismatic word “ IDEOLOGY” which could be visualized by various ways and means I feel its spirituality my friend says its communality and other feels something else. But this powerful tool could really fill a quantifiable amount of void that’s been left out. I have thought of it and my fellow travelers in the domain of time I believe this VALUE could be converted to a VALUE, I am not competent enough to talk on value but I really feel the guilt of not filling up the void that’s left out for which I believe a way of is possible . Be aware and beware of this Void lets not get out of this world empty!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I AM A NERD!!!



Oh my Middle class Mother!!!

I chuckle and cry

I chuckle and cry

An average lad with leveraged language

From the boring pages of ‘The Hindu ‘

To the Soaring scenes in Sheldon…

To the tasteless debate with a chick

Neither horny nor harmonious!

From the weird ways to propose

And the seducing ways to impose

I am a Nerd

Amazingly amateur in all ways

Right from Technology to Talent

Business to bucking

I am a man of bilging and bitter bilging

Neither a verb maniac nor a prankster

I blot as a buoyant boy still aspiring a business class.

Oh my middle class mother

I am a Nerd

I am a Nerd….

Friday, August 28, 2009

MIRAGE !!! 'OR' MIRACLE!!!


As Hard As A Horse !
I Run Chasing The Cat !!
From Four To FortNight
I Save My Time
To make The Cat Mine
English Seems Elusive
Math Makes Me 'Mad'
Logic the Wrost Of My Life Tragic
(Reading) Comprehension
Creates Apprehension !!
Data(Intrepretation) Beats My Brain With a "BATA"
It's All For A Cause
The Pain,Penance,Prognosis
I Giggle, I struggle!!
I Live In Dreams
And I dream When I Live!!
Either Love Or Lust
MBA For Me Is A Must
You CAT I Love You !!
You make Me 'MAD'
OR
Even Mad For Management!!!


Thursday, March 26, 2009

My Belief In Attitude:



Many call me a prank, some call me a verbomaniac, I never abase that rather that’s what the reality is , I scribble this piece of thought not to earn empathy, fame or even a few quantum of your time but  to stir a true enough soul that’s is subsiding in every one of us.
The Lead line may sound aesthetic, philosophic but u will know the essence of it by reading the final words of this narration.Attitude – a so called word which orbits around almost every one nowadays, be it a sweeper or a s/w engineer, a politician or a prisoner, a man’s deeds, even destiny is decided by this word. A powerful word to power play an individual, yes it’s all about this attitude.
“If you believe in your deeds and attitude the Entire world Energises and helps you “these are the words of PauloCoelho from “The Alchemist’, The most aspiring, and agile quality in human is this Attitude. Be it to direct a movie, write a poem, impress a lover, do an invention, or even to have a good sleep the ultimate objective is to have a novel attitude.
Don’t teach me fish, teach me how to fish!! Being a old enough proverb to describe attitude, the adaptability to learn, the flexibility not to be fragile and the energy and enthusiasm being a few attributes of this attitude. An introvert, a boy who feels so shy and not even talks to his class mates went on to win a billion hearts and more by winning a Double treat “OSCARS” – yes its Rahman. A cool and humble Management Graduate worked hard to become one of the best directors of all time. He had nothing other than a deliberate attitude of perfection, and a clear destiny, its Mani ratnam, a short man, a bit intelligent having a better half being really better than him became to become of the Best business Minds of the world, Not having any other desire rather being a communist by thought, capitalist by action and more of a humanist in living, its Narayanamurthy of Infosys.
Having completed class 10 and with no other deity than cricket as his destiny and decorum and with a journey with more joy and still jumping high Tendulkar had nothing other than the Attitude called Love for cricket (Many may not accept love as an attitude but still its so). More than all pride for the country, with no money , no shelter and just a enigma and a honour to be at the parliament of religions, The Lion from India Roared and Roared – Vivekananda had nothing more than self belief, and spiritual belief through Ramakrishna(be It any God/Religion)…
There are  even a hundred people and a 1000 instances to depict the durable cause of attitude and the awesome fruit it bears.
Be it communication, team work, management, marketing, strategy, innovation, and lots more the only driving force I see is this attitude, Self control, sole goal and even a dedicated work is not at par with this attitude. Attitude stands first and the others come next.
Just think over whom we feel like making friends, if money, beauty, or intelligence is the criteria to make friends or to like people, many even most of us would not be having good friends, and mentors, Attitude being the ultimate objective in a Persons progress, and I have a strong feeling that Attitude is no alien and it’s a must winning quality that every on should protect to become a better protagonist …
Now just as said early I feel MBA a hot and a highly sought after course being viewed by me as My Belief in Attitude.At this point of time all the genius we saw so far and even the rest not narrated do not posses this three letter passport of MBA but still they have managed enough to tour across the globe and have got glorified, but i insist on only our Attitude that gets shaped when an MBA is completed.
Having moved with a few IIM Alumni and a few more aspiring I learnt thoroughly from them that the hefty pay packages and the Brand Recognition is not for their Degrees rather for their Attitude that made them to study at those Prestigious Institutes. The Exams being framed only to test your Attitude and belief rather than your past accolades and awards, the way the students are processed and selected for the Big B schools is only based on their attitude, the depiction on MBA and its charisma is less because the stress being on attitude, if you have the core of an attitude in you nothing else than you is sought after. Just you all of you would really smile when you hear me saying that I dream of winning the “The Man Booker Prize’” hope so I do one day . But I heard from Arvind Adiga(Man Booker Prize winner -2008) saying that he has been a moderate student along the way and its all about passion a by product of attitude that has made him achieve this, so lets all march towards achieving an absolutely Artistic attitude and decorate the destiny…

Sandy

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Kaaranam Aayirram (Thousand Reasons)


Air conditioned ODC (Offshore Development Centre- A place where Software People Work), Leeds conference hall and the scene has set for the senior management Review (A meeting where mangers walkthrough the Status of the project), Gopal passes on one slide after the other and also presents it to the managers…The slide passes and also his memories.

June18 2006 , it’s a sunny day and also a Sunday @ College Of Engineering Trichy, The placement officer lights up the pre placement talk for ‘Dipro’ A technology giant and a dream company for most of the budding engineers.

Eyes glowing with aspirations, heart pounding with passion for the programmer profile, was the mood at the auditorium, Written test with logical reasoning, quantitative aptitude and technical questions, 10 min after the questions were distributed some were looking weird and a few wily. The reactions were synonymous to the kiwi bowlers thrashed out by Viru .Most of them were defensive and not diligent enough to take on the test. After 90 minutes of disastrous drama the guys and girls flanked out of the accustomed auditorium.

Machan Out!, its gone, hoogaya yaar! Cried most of the breed out side the cafeteria where most of the curious and the cunning have a cool time in college.Gopal was certain that he did well but was uncertain on the results, he pretended to be calm being a highly inquisitive intellectual inhabitant.

The guys had a quick lunch were moving towards the auditorium to know their destiny.Gopal, Goutam, Aditya and Kumar were discussing on the Quarterly results of Dipro as if they were at the Board room of “NDTV profit” these shrewd guys were at seclusion when they are in their group.

The room was filled with silence and spirituality where people were praying out to their desirable deities , parta the placement officer narrated the process and started reading out the list, while half way down he called Gopal a few names later ADITYA, next Goutam, and finally the listed ended out having a total of 45 out of the attended 200. It was a tough call said the HR and kumar was bawling a bit but felt good for his friends and was cheering them out.
The gallant gopal was feeling like winning gold for India @ Olympics (A Rare but a great moment).Then came the technical and the HR interviews in which Gopal was impeccable and was listed among the final 30 who have been selected for the Don of Outsourcing Dipro.
Aditya and Goutam made it similar like gopal rather Kumar lost it up in the HR round.

Lots of wishes, arrays of appreciation, where were these they for the past 3 years, an year later 15th June 2007, fabulous Friday @ SNS engineering college where a sea of 1500 fresher’s recruited for Dipro gathered up for the Inducing induction program .

Gopal was on row 7 enjoying the music played, all of a sudden he felt a breeze of aroma filling there, the strings of guitar in the music attributed along with the gorgeous girl . Hi Is this G13? she asked disturbing gopal who was lost in her glory.Hmmm replied gopal with a opened eyes and closed lips , that moment gopal should have got 100 beats /second. It took some time for gopal to come back to ground zero. He was literally sweating and shivering and was totally dumb struck.

Hay this is Aarthi Raghuvaran sizzled that soothing statue, gopal was a bit nervous but still shook hands and said I’m Gopal Subramanian. I’m from IIT karaghpur – Computers, watt abt you gopal?? Quizzed aarthi, Gopal replied hesitantly CEG trichy, the session was purely business till lunch, there wasn’t even a single girl in gopal’s life, no crush, no love, no lust, Gopal was @ cloud nine to have acquaintance with Astonishing aarthi.They shared a few good conversations and its now its end of day, the next day was the final day before all being posted to their respective locations among Chennai, Gurgoan,Noida,Banglore.

That night gopal was restless, hopeless and also sleep less, his mind was preoccupied and aarthi was omnipotent to Gopal, The clock struck 4 in the morning and finally gopal decided to sleep and was back to the induction program, and that day Gopal was in his Lucy Blue peter England and Pantaloon Trousers and Aarthi was sizzling in a Dark blue Salwar, Gopal has always been inspired by the color blue, he felt energetic, elevated.

It was lunch time and all the guys and girls were busy with the buffet, hay sambar my favorite giggled aarthi, gopal turned back and thought to express his interest and the new chemical syndrome he was having because of her. Hi Gopal sambar tastes fine yaar , aarthi I Love u…proposed gopal seeing her plate which had pastas and sambar with papad.What ???Said aarthi, gopal galaxied at her eyes and said I have not felt like proposing a girl ever since. But it’s a but strong impact that u have made in me, I don’t know to overlook my feelings and also to sublimate my sense.

Aarthi was not surprised, rather smiled and said gopal thanks and carried on with her sambar, gopal was thrilled at her matured mentality .They finished the lunch and reached their seats It was tea time till that there was a sensible silence between the bewildered duo.


Sipping out tasty tea aarthi said gopal u look smart, I like your activities, but it takes time to understand each other and have a strong bondage of love. Gopal thought what a hell all these girls say the same dialogue of taking time to understand.(Gopal knew from his friends that Even lovers who have been loving for a decade hardly understand rather gossip and find time to fight, flirt and fashion out and say a with a flair that he/she is my boy/girl friend) That’s a bitter truth.

Gopal wasn’t happy but definitely not sad, they received the posting orders, gopal posted to Chennai and Aarthi to Noida, gopal was shell shocked to be separated from his sweet heart but life needs to move on. That evening Aarthi called on Gopal and they had a chat at the Anna nagar CCD (CafĂ© Coffee Day ) a paradise for lovers ,smokers, flirts and lots more .

Aarthi said gopal I really appreciate you being bold enough to propose among coward crowd I have come across. She said about Rakesh Rajagopalan her Boy friend doing His masters in Artificial Intelligence and Network Establishment at University of Texas, and briefed about their plan of getting married once rakesh is back from the states.Gopal’s heart felt the most pain and he still listened to her composed speech.

They disposed that day and the next day aarthi left to Noida leaving gopal a message that to consider her as a good friend and for which gopal didn’t reply, gopal dint believe in that philosophy. Now pity gopal started asking god why me ? Out of the 1000 odd people why did she sat next to me? Why did she spoke to me ?.

Consoling himself gopal moved to business and started to concentrate on work rather thinking on aarthi, when gopal started doing well in his office it started like adding oil to fire, he was overloaded with work, and he was in gloom. But this made him to get out aarthi and his virgin love , this time he made some good friends and spent nice time with them.
Gopal was hooked up with work which he had no idea and experience, most of the s/w professionals are at par with him in this status.

9Am-10 Pm sometimes 12@ Midnight during week days, washing clothes @ weekends, strange are the ways of life, he started to retrospect on his work which had literally no value rather a hefty pay every month for him and a zero mental peace and pride.

One year passed by like a donkey with a dobby man gopal was assaulted, aggravated and operated with too much work, making him stressed out physically and mentally adding to it the marriage invitation of aarthi getting married to rakesh, gopal started wondering how some girls (he knows many who are true enough !!) are so flexible in making and breaking out relationships, next came the appraisal and he got an Outstanding and an milestone award from the senior management and was promoted for his good work. Now gopal started thinking the 1000 reasons for he being at the right place at the right time, by now he is far ahead of his fellow joiners.

It was September 15 2008 a Monday morning Gopal decided to put on his papers affected by the strenuous job and lack of self satisfaction in his job. Though being awarded and appreciated for his work gopal was feeling that’s not the right place for him.

Gopal left for trichy bought 10acres of land through the money he earned and stared doing agriculture and also joined with a few NGO’s to educate the people in villages in and around trichy and also in building the basic infrastructure.
He also started his own Institute ‘ ADVETA – Energize and Educate’ a program for the well being of all the people below poverty line in his district and also in mentoring youngsters in enabling technology promoted farming.

He was selected as the NABARD youth chakra (National Bank for Agriculture & Rural Development ) for financially enabling framers for better pasture’s. Its has been 2 years since his divergence in to his soul searching service. One fine summer morning he got a call from a meager voice, and it was Aarthi, she said she was in Chennai and rakesh has divorced her, gopal had sympathy for Aarthi and consoled her and asked her to travel to trichy.

Now gopal’s mind was clear, he’s still the same the love for aarthi is same and even now he is much clear in his destiny.Aarthi reached gopal’s house and he explained things to her and his family, and next morning all the near and dear gathered and gopal formally introduced aarthi as a protagonist for the ‘Vision For Women ‘Program a specially designed program for the up liftment of the women.

The next 5 years they were able to transfer 15 villages and made 150
Children learn computers, enabling materialized manufacturing and finished building 25 schools.Gopal thinks of off the 1000 reasons that has made him a person of action, progress and peace. Still aarthi remains as aarthi rajagopalan leading a young band wagon of potential women and their journey continues…

We may not know the 1000 reasons why certain actions happen, certain relations brake, certain deeds work out well…But there are 1000 reasons for us being blessed out a birth on Earth…


SANDY